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Hello I thought I would take a break from trying to figure out this blogging thing and give you a little info on me. I really don't know where to start... I'll be 30 years old in December. I hate the thought of getting older. More to do to survive, but less to live for. I have 2 children, both boys. They are my reason for living. I work full-time. I don't work a job that makes me happy. I'm not good at it. I don't like to disappoint those who have faith, so I continue showing up each day and busting my ass for a job that drains me.  I am Bipolar. I struggle with depression daily. I am tired. I am in pain. I cry. Most mornings, I dread getting out of bed. My anxiety has got to the point where I feel like I am loosing control. My mind never allows me to win. I finally took the 1st step towards going back to school. I'm actually excited but of course my mind is busy on what this could do to my family. I would have to go t...
Hello I guess I will start by stating that I am a newbie when it comes to the blogging world. I don't know what I want out of this blog, except for it to be a place where I can come to run my mouth without having someone tell me I talk to much. LOL. I am me, and that is all I have to offer. You will either except me, like me, love me or even hate me but at the end of the day...I AM HERE FOR ME!!!  XOXO, Ashley